How Do You Open a Door That’s Not Been Opened Before?

He wasn't too sure about this whole "E-Ha...

He wasn’t too sure about this whole “E-Hare-mony” thing. (Photo credit: floodllama)

Hello my 8 readers, I’ve missed you! All is well, I’ve been trying to deal with the fact that my baby is now 21. Jinkies it scares me for some reason, she’s a good girl and she was raised with good values. In God we trust.

Guess what I’ve met someone, on an online dating site no less! We’ve been out together a couple of times, the second was a four hour dinner. He is so very different than anyone I’ve met before. We have a lot of differences but a lot in common too. His differences don’t scare me they challenge me. He’s very nice, seriously doesn’t seem to have a mean bone in his body. On the bad side he’s very intense on how he feels about me in a very short amount of time. This scare me. I have never ever been able to open up and just enjoy completely any situation. Sure you say just do it, but I don’t know how. Seriously I don’t want to mess this up but I’m mean, I sabotage relationships. I find niceness to be suspect. Ugh. I’m going to try but if it’s not something I’ve ever done I don’t know quite how to do it. I would really like to let loose and just enjoy life, it’s time.

How Do You Open a Door That’s Not Been Opened Before?

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Let's Talk About SexI’ve been working out a whole lot…except for the last couple days. Let’s talk about one of the many things that exercise does for you. It makes you feel good and happy, you start to lose inches if not lbs too if you’re lucky. Your skin improves, my face feels a whole lot smoother and softer, and it makes you wanna ummm ya know.

When I was in my last relationship the ummm stopped because I just didn’t feel like I was loved or cared for anymore, and it felt wrong to me for that reason, like it would be something else not love. I’m not good at fantasizing being Julia Roberts in Pretty Woman. Well the exercise is making ummmm sound good all of a sudden, probably because I feel better about myself. Figures, no one in my life right now. Hmmm Friends with benefits suddenly sounds like a good idea, unfortunately I don’t have one of those around either. I think I know how to fix this, I will exercise more and more so I’m too tired and sore to even care about moving. ┬áDon’t suggest anything else please, not the same. Weird post, yes?

 

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