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Let Me Be Your Cautionary Tale

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There I’ve gone and done it, I jumped into the online dating world. Actually I’ve joined I think all of them in the last 4 months or so. Some are more skeezy than others. I think the first one was the one for over 50’s, Our Time. That one just seemed desperate and fake. I just didn’t get the feeling anyone was telling the truth. OkCupid is fun but there are some strange people there, it’s free so you get what you pay for, although I did find someone I already know so that was kind of fun to tease him about. He asked me out then promptly sold all his possessions and moved out of state…I’m sure it’s just coincidence…right?

 

The last site I’ve joined is EHarmony. Love their commercials and I’m liking the way it all functions. I joined a few days ago and am already exchanging a lot of messages with a guy who lives nearby. I don’t get the impression he is fibbing about anything. One of these days I’ll get brave and meet him, he seems like he’s ok talking back and forth, if he wasn’t I wouldn’t bother.

 

So I’ will keep you updated. I say let me be your cautionary tale because  there by the grace of God go I, it could be you. Enjoy your other half,

 

you could be me.

 

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Let Me Be Your Cautionary Tale

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Last night I decided to do something really different and I made an appointment to do a past life regression hypnosis session. I was so excited about it, I’ve been interested for awhile and I thought maybe I could get to the bottom of some fears I have that have developed over the years. So I went, I was extremely tired, I had orginially told the lady doing it that I was going to drink because it’s really hard for me to relax, I thought being as tired as I was would work just as well. We sat for a long time just chit chatting about our kids. I filled out a short form saying what I would like to accomplish and we were off to the comfy chair and blankie.

So I felt pretty relaxed because I was that tired. We began, I don’t know if it was working because just as we were getting started the wonderful guide had a coughing fit really bad, I felt really sorry for her. So after a length of time the recording was restarted and we began again. The beginging is just running through your body relaxing muscles, that went fine, then we hit the one thing I cannot do, visualize. If you tell me to imagine a beautiful garden, I can’t I see nothing in my minds eye, see a mirror, nope. I discovered I cannot visualize things. If you said to me imagine your sitting on the swing in your backyard I can pull up that memory but if it’s an imaginary thing in my back yard I can’t. No obviously I have an imagination or my dreams of zombies would never happen so that works. But I cannot pull images up. I can see words, think about being scared would cause me to see the word not feel it.

I was so upset that I couldn’t do that I couldn’t relax so the session was a no go, although I had her whole technique on tape to try at home. Tonight I’l drink and listen 🙂 still really tired. I do not how to create or learn to visualize this is a brain thing. I can’t relax if I have to think about trying to do something I can’t. I’m not really that creative either. Sure I do creative things but mostly I follow patterns and get ideas from looking at someone else’s designs. I’m frustrated. I wish I knew how to fix it. Some people can close their eyes and see a red box with a white dot in the middle, I see absolutely nothing. If you tell me to close my eyes and see an Amazon.com box, no problem.

I did go on the internet I’m not the only one, but some how it doesn’t make me feel better.

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