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Let’s Talk About It

Let's Talk About SexI’ve been working out a whole lot…except for the last couple days. Let’s talk about one of the many things that exercise does for you. It makes you feel good and happy, you start to lose inches if not lbs too if you’re lucky. Your skin improves, my face feels a whole lot smoother and softer, and it makes you wanna ummm ya know.

When I was in my last relationship the ummm stopped because I just didn’t feel like I was loved or cared for anymore, and it felt wrong to me for that reason, like it would be something else not love. I’m not good at fantasizing being Julia Roberts in Pretty Woman. Well the exercise is making ummmm sound good all of a sudden, probably because I feel better about myself. Figures, no one in my life right now. Hmmm Friends with benefits suddenly sounds like a good idea, unfortunately I don’t have one of those around either. I think I know how to fix this, I will exercise more and more so I’m too tired and sore to even care about moving.  Don’t suggest anything else please, not the same. Weird post, yes?

 

Let’s Talk About It

I Give Up and Give In to the Universe


Online dating sucks, well sort of. It’s like reading a lot of short stories and most of the stories are pretty much the same and probably mostly fiction. Likes: Hunting, my Harley…it’s always a Harley, thinking deep thoughts etc… I’m not even trying anymore, if you read my post about my first attempt you’ll understand, I’m reading them though and that’s fun. I’m not ready to date I guess. I’ve decided to work on me instead and let the rest happen.

My brain has had issues for many months now, between depression, migraines and medication issues I’ve been in pain inside and out. Finally I feel like I’m out of the fog that was my life. I’m clearing my house of things and keeping things that mean something to me. Ok mostly cute squirrels live in my bedroom with not much else. 🙁

In doing some research on ADHD I found something that helps keep my thoughts more centered at one thing at a time rather than scattered and causing me to just sit because I might do something wrong. Exercise is slowly coming back, still a lot of pain in my hips and feet in the morning but it passes and I start moving, the pain in my arm still remains a constant but I now know my limitations.

I am so loving this great weather we are having and just sitting on my 3-season porch doing jigsaws, I know it’s so damn exciting you are so jealous. I so envy those of you who have partners who do things with you it’s an inspiration and I hope to have that too.

 

I Give Up and Give In to the Universe
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