Yeah I’ve been gone quite awhile for a lot of different reasons, the main reason I’ve been very busy. I’m in training to take over a non profit, Children’s Rights Council of NW Ohio, as their Executive Director. Running a non-profit is extremely complicated I’m so glad I started learning very early and still wish I had a mentor other than the lady running it. Because this job will not pay very well, I am not doing it for the money, I have to continue all the jobs I do now, so more busy.
Now about the love life….non existent. I was involved with someone and was really happy when it was good but when it was bad it was really bad. He was controlling and basically wanted me to think the same way he did about everything. The last straw was a discussion, seriously this is true, about what happened in Ferguson. I said something like shooting someone, what was it 9 times is excessive. He blew up at me, there was yelling, name calling etc.. I’m to always think that the police are always right and it’s kill or be killed at all times. It was not pretty and went on for several days until I finally just quit I couldn’t take it anymore. Inside I knew it wasn’t going to work but the good times were so good and so natural. I’m quitting even trying to date for awhile, honestly I don’t have the time or energy for it. I’m sad because I liked spending time with someone but now I don’t even have that time.
I have my sister to think about and along with my kids is high priority. Anything she wants I will get it for her some how. My kids are a whole different issue and I won’t talk about here because they could happen upon it. They’re good really.
Decided to get my hair chopped off for a couple of reasons one it’s so damaged and two I didn’t have anyone in my life to say “I love long hair” which is a common thing with men. It just annoys the heck out of me when a woman says no I can’t cut my hair my husband would never speak to me again. I was guilty of the same thing thinking I had to not do this because my dude because my dude would hate it. Please, I don’t think a man would think twice about shaving their head, growing facial hair etc… Sorry I’m a little irritated with the male species.
Tired of being broke! I swear money suckage everywhere! When I take the non profit full time, it will help but they only pay once a month! I have too much stuff and no where to put it, another time and energy suckage. The great news I have lost over 20 lbs! So very happy about that .
Any who that’s what I’ve been up do. How are you?So Much On My Mind Except When I’m Awake