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Hit with a Whammy

depressionSometimes, out of the blue, my depression will ramp up when normally it’s controlled quite well by medication. I don’t know if it’s the change in time and the darkness, or the time of the year, or always struggling just to survive with very little income and a house falling apart around me, but it’s full-on bad right now. When I wake up in the morning I usually am very happy to start my day, but lately, it’s like I have no purpose, no reason to not just stay in bed and sleep. Not good.

How to fix it? I have no clue – I need to find something to be excited about. It can be the littlest thing but it gets my serotonin or whatever it is ramped back up. My surroundings depress me and overwhelm me. My job feels like I’m swimming in jello jigglers (that really thick jello, for the uninformed). My life is full of meaningful things but I can’t seem to grasp them right now. omg, I’m depressing myself more just reading this. This is what depression is, in case you’ve never encountered it. It’s not the blues it’s thicker and more clingy and it wraps you up and doesn’t want to let you out.

I will fight the good fight, this too will pass.

Hit with a Whammy
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I Needed a Quick Spot to Write Something

I’m working on some personal and professional things lately. I have so many appointments meeting with new people this¬†week! I’m excited to experience every day. That being said that is my professional life, there is the personal life to work on. No, I don’t mean a relationship with someone I really have no interest in that, no seriously. You spend enough time on your own you learn it’s a really cool place to be. No, I don’t get lonely, believe¬†it or not. Ok so here are a couple of my personal goals, this isn’t a blog post more a reminder post for me.

Implement the Miracle Morning

Work on the Konmari method

Get my Holistic Nutrition Certificate

I Needed a Quick Spot to Write Something
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