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Finding a Happy Place

Sad SlugI don’t know when it happened but somehow I have lost what makes me happy. I couldn’t even tell you what it would be. Being beaten down and beaten down has left me a slug, with no energy and no vision. Sad little slug. Nothing that gave me joy before, crocheting, reading, my job, jewelry making even watching movies give me any kind of happy. I don’t believe there is no cure I just don’t know what it is. I plan stuff I think might be fun but then I have to cancel to do a work thing, a volunteer thing or a drive a kid somewhere thing it’s gone, poof.

I was really excited about starting yet another project but now I can’t so there’s that.

What makes you happy? I had this thing planned for this weekend and now I have to drive a kid and miss it. Sigh.

Finding a Happy Place

I Had a Dream

I used to constantly visualize myself busy with business, like hopping busy, then it happened. I kind of thought it would be a slow progressive thing but nope, within 3 days I went from no business to 7 new clients. One client I’m doing their site for free because that’s something I want to try and do at least once a year for a not for profit business. I’ve been trying to be more disciplined

What's in the bag? Business of Software 2010

What's in the bag? Business of Software 2010 (Photo credit: betsyweber)

in my work habits and get off my couch and away from t.v. At the same time as the influx of business my CASA cases started ramping up with parents behaving badly. Weeee I like being busy don’t get me wrong and it makes me remember why I do what I do, I LIKE it, how many people can say they like their job.

Other stuff is ok I guess. Nothing special happening which is sad but true. I’ve been reading a huge amount of good books. It’s been so hot outside I never seem to leave the house. In the Spring I have all these wonderful fantasies of working on the patio but the heat and bugs make it impossible.

Back to work, are you having a good summer? Tell me something fun you’ve done.

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I Had a Dream
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